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  • (유언장)별이 되다

    Life

    꽃처럼 태어나 밤하늘의 별이 되어버린 나의 벗들이어. 나도 이제 당신들 곁으로 돌아가니, 우리 서로 하늘에서 웃는 낯으로 만나기를. 나는 사랑하고 사랑했으면 또 사랑했지만, 마음이 가난하고 인색하여 주위에 그 많은 사랑을 제대로 나눠주지 못했다. 그래서 내가 사랑했던 날보다 사랑 받았던 날들이 더 많았고, 그 사랑들을 다 돌려주지 못하고 떠나는 것에 대해 많은 아쉬움이 남는다. 사랑하는 나의 가족들에게. 아버지! 아버지를 닮아 너무 무뚝뚝한 저를 용서해주세요. 제가 한발자국만 더 다가갔으면 우리사이가 더 친근했을텐데. 조금 데면데면한 구석이 있었죠. 죄송합니다. 어머니! 늘 외롭다고 말씀하시는 어머니를 뒤로한채 친구들과 어울려 바깥으로 많이 쏘다닌 것에 대해 죄송해요. 늘 함께있는 시간이 부족하다고 생각했지만, 사회생활을 시작하고 시간이 흐를수록 같이 있는 시간을 만들기가 힘들었네요. 다 핑계이겠지만. 우리 이 다음에 다시 만나면은 함께 오랜 시간을 보냈으면 해요. 동생에게 오빠로서 잘해주지 못해서 미안했다. 그리고 사랑한다. 나는 이제 밤하늘의 별이 되겠습니다. 모두들 안녕히. 안녕. 이미지 출저 : pixabay

    $nilgo . 2019.07.04 23:55

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  • 귀천

    Amazing

    요즘 미리쓰는 유언장에 대해서 골똘히 생각한다. 무엇이 좋을까. 어떻게 써야 할까. 하지만 유언장에 정해진 양식같은 건 없잖아. 그저 유언장을 미리써보는 것 뿐인데도 당장 내일이라도 죽는 것처럼 심정이 복잡미묘하다. 언젠가 유언장을 쓰게 된다면 천상병 시인님의 귀천을 쓰고 싶다. 죽음에 대해서 어떻게 저만큼이나 따스한 시선을 보낼 수 있을까. 평탄치 않은 삶, 역경과 고난 속에서 살아온 인생을 소풍에 비유할 수 있을까. 나도 저런 삶에 인식을 가져야지 몇번이나 생각했는지 모른다. 귀천 - 천상병 나 하늘로 돌아가리라 새벽빛 와닿으면 스러지는 이슬 더불어 손에 손을 잡고, 나 하늘로 돌아가리라. 노을빛 함께 단둘이서 기슭에서 놀다가 구름 손짓하며는, 나 하늘로 돌아가리라. 아름다운 이 세상 소풍 끝내는 날, 가서, 아름다웠더라고 말하리라······

    $nilgo . 2019.07.03 07:39

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  • 제 눈보다 더 소중한 친구 ^^

    Brands

    저에게는 2가지의 안경이 있습니다. 평상시 사용하기 위해서 거금을 투자한 안경과, 먼지투성이 현장에서 사용하기 위한 싸구려 검정 뿔테 안경이 있지요. 렌즈값은 2만 5천원에 5천원 할인(안경을 2개 동시에 맞췄거든요) 안경테는 만원하는 도합 3만원하는 값싸지만 언제나 항상 제곁에 있는 친구입니다. 이 안경을 유달리 좋아하는 이유가 있습니다!! 처음에는 2가지 안경을 가지고 다니면서 일할때만 검정뿔테 안경을 사용했습니다. 하지만 소가 되어버려도 좋을만큼 게으른 저는 점점 안경을 바꿔서 사용하는 횟수가 줄더니 결국에는 이 검정뿔테 안경만 사용하게 됬다는 슬픈 전설이... ㅎ 아무래도 잠잘때를 빼고는 항상 착용하고 있어서인지 안경은 제 몸의 일부처럼 느껴지네요. 가끔 피곤한 날이면 안경을 쓰고 꾸벅꾸벅 졸다가 그냥 자버리기도 하니깐요. 안경이 없는 하루를 이제는 도저히 상상항 수가 없네요. 안경이 없다면 제 눈은 제 기능도 못하는 바보니깐요 ㅎㅎ

    $nilgo . 2019.07.01 21:22

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  • 비가 많이 내리네요...

    Amazing

    장마가 시작되면서 부산에는 많은 비가 내립니다. 산책로로 사랑받는 우리동네의 자랑거리인 온천천이 벌써 범람했더군요. 산책로하며 농구코트까지 물에 잠긴걸 보면 비가 많이 오긴 오는구나,하고 실감되네요. 이미 출입이 통제되어 있어 온천천 산책로에는 아무도 없네요. 이상하게 이런날이면 꼭 산책로를 걷고 싶은데 많이 아쉽네요 ㅎ

    $nilgo . 2019.06.29 19:09

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  • Crypto Sword & Magic 후기

    Game

    기다리고 기다리던 Crypto Sword & Magic이 28일 오후 9시기점으로 오픈베타를 시작했습니다. 오픈베타에 참가하고 싶으시다면 토큰포켓을 이용하시면 됩니다. 아기자기한 2D기반의 게임을 좋아하는 저는 만족스러운 디자인이였습니다. 기존에 이오스 나이츠를 했던 터라 비교해보자면 부활만 하면 되는 이오스 나이츠와 달리 Crypto Sword & Magic 계속 직접 플레이를 해야 하기 때문에 많은 시간을 잡아 먹더군요. 게임을 한다고 어제 2시간이 후딱 지나가더군요. 사냥방법은 자동이니 맵을 직접 이동하는 방식으로 게임을 하면 됩니다. 맵을 움직이는 행동도 자동상태가 있으니 맵만 선택하고 자동만 돌려도 상관이 없어요. 하지만 이 게임의 큰 장점은 아이템을 경매장을 이용해 이오스로 거래가 가능하다는 점인데... 제껀 하나도 안팔렸네요 ㅠㅠ 참재미는 장비를 팔아 이오스를 버는 재미인데 ㅋ

    $nilgo . 2019.06.29 09:44

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  • 오늘은 즐거운 선행 이야기^^

    Funny

    어제 만났던 베이비 그루트 표정이 좋지 않아요. 아마 혼자 남아있기 때문이겠죠. 그래서 제가 큰 마음을 먹고 베이비 그루트를 직접 NASA까지 데려가 안되는 영어를 써가며 우주선에 태웠습니다. 고마웠는지 제게 한마디 하더군요. "아이엠 그루트!!" 저먼 우주에서 친구들을 만나 행복해 보이네요 ㅋㅋㅋ

    $nilgo . 2019.06.25 20:55

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  • 퇴근길에 만난 나의 영웅!

    Funny

    집으로 돌아오는 길. 작은 골목 사이로 오래된 렌터가 회사가 있습니다.(?) 왜 이런 곳에 렌터카가 위치하고 있는지도 궁금하지만 그보다 더 궁금한건 몇 달 전부터 내걸린 베이비 그루트 입니다. 길흉화복의 상징일까요. 아니면 렌터카 회사를 지키는 수호신 일까요. 벽에 매달린 모습을 보면 안쓰럽기만 하네요 ㅠ.ㅠ 베이비 그루트가 어서 자라나서 우주를 수호하는 갤럭시 오브 가디언즈로 돌아갔으면 합니다 ^^

    $nilgo . 2019.06.24 21:04

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  • 세병고 초소 쉼터 ^^

    Amazing

    오래된 철도길이 사라지고 그곳에 쉼터와 산책로가 만들어 졌습니다. 철도는 다리를 건설해서 위에서 운행 중이네요. 퇴근길마다 잠시나마 푸릇푸릇함을 느낄 수 있어서 좋습니다 ^^ 몇년동안은 공사중이라 폐쇄되서 무척 삭막한 곳이였거든요. 정자에 쉬시는 분들도 계시고 운동하시는 사람들도 많아서 밤거리도 무섭지가 않네요 ㅎㅎ

    $nilgo . 2019.06.20 19:58

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  • 어떤 영화나 드라마 배우 A의 외침

    Writing

    어떤 영화나 드라마 배우 A의 외침 배우 A는 전철을 타고 집으로 돌아오는 길에 생각에 빠졌다. 모든 사건들이 일단락 마무리 되고 잠시 되찾은 평온한 시간들이다. 배우 A는 한숨을 몰아 쉬고 모든게 잘된 일이야, 하며 옅은 미소를 짓는다. 하지만 모든 에너지를 방출한 것처럼 당장이라도 자리에 주저 앉고 싶었다. 왠지 왈칵 눈물이라도 쏟아내면 기분이 한결 나아질거 같다. 어째서 모든일이 다 해결되었는데도 마음 한편으로 이렇게 뒤숭숭하기만 한걸까. 이럴때면 배우 B를 생각한다. 엇갈린 운명. 언제나 함께하자고 약속해 놓고 어느 순간 배우 A의 곁에서 사라졌다. 아니, 어쩌면 배우 A가 도망쳤는지도 모른다. 그동안 살아오면서 수없이 배우 B를 생각하고 찾아보기까지 했지만 두 번다시 만날 수 없었다. 뜬 소문에는 캐나다로 이민을 갔다는 소식이, 아니면 중국으로 장기 해외출장을 갔다는 소식, 또는 이미 결혼을 해서 자식이 두명 낳고 잘살고 있다는 소문이 무성했다. 내 인연이 아니였나 보다. 배우 A는 체념한 듯 혼잣말을 내뱉는다. 하지만 어떤 형태라도 상관없으니 꼭 한번쯤은 보고싶다. 흔들리는 전철 차창너머로 가랑비가 내린다. 북적이는 탓에 문앞까지 내몰린 배우 A는 이제는 멍하니 바같 풍경을 바라본다. 생각이 깊어질만큼 심난해지기만 할 뿐인걸. 다음 정거장에서 수많은 인파가 내린다. 사람에 휩쓸리지 않게 배우 A는 문 옆에서 간신히 버틴다. 썰물처럼 사람들이 빠져나가고 배우 A는 다시 문앞에 서서 차창을 다시 바라본다. 한순간 심장을 누군가 움켜진 것처럼 숨이 턱 막힌다. 배우 B다. 배우 B가 전철 문 너머로 배우 A을 쳐다본다. 넋이 나간 사람처럼. 하느님 맙소사. 이건 아니잖아요. 어떤 형태라도 상관없다고 했지만 이렇게 그저 스쳐지나가는 것은 너무 하잖아요. 전철이 움직이기 시작했고 배우 B의 모습이 점차 사라져 간다. 체념했다고 생각했는데 무너져 내려버린 감정을 추수릴수가 없다. 사람들의 웅성거리는 소리에 시선을 옮긴다. 달리는 전철을 향해서 배우 B가 달려온다. 그리고 소리친다. 다.음.역.에.서.내.려. 그때부터 얼어붙었던 심장이 뛰기 시작한다. 주체하지 못할 감정이 갑자기 전신을 휘감는다. 다음 정거장에서 내린 배우 A는 이전 정거장을 향해 달린다. 기다리고만은 있을 수는 없다. 비는 거세졌지만 거추장스러운 우산을 집어 던지다. 머릿속은 온통 배우 B의 생각만 가득하다. 엇갈린걸까 배우 B가 없다. 그냥 기다리고 있었어야 했는데. 입술을 질끈 깨문다. 다시 처음 정거장을 향해 달린다. 이미 비에 홀딱 젖어 내딛는 발걸음이 무겁다. 다시 도착한 정거장에서 배우 B를 찾아보았지만 보이지 않는다. 배우 A는 비에 젖은 자신을 쳐다보는 주위의 시선을 느낀다. 입술이 파르르 떨리고 추위가 그제서야 느껴진다. 내가 잠깐 미쳤던걸까. 서러움이 밀려온다. 사람이 없는 구석쪽으로 걸어가 주저 앉는다. 젖은 머리결에 흐르는 물방울이 얼굴을 타고 떨어진다. 이젠 더이상 배우 B를 떠올리기도 싫다. 이제는 정말로 안녕. 때마침 주저앉은 배우 A를 향해서 한사람이 걸어온다. 발자국 소리에 배우 A는 고개를 든다. 그리고 서서히 번지는 미소. 어디선가 음악이 흘러나오고 어떤 영화인지 드라마인지 모를 이야기는 끝이 난다. 어둠을 덮는 장막. 관객들은 서서히 사라지고 사람들에게서 이야기는 잊혀진다. 그러나 끝난 줄 알았던 이야기에 배우 A가 다시 나타나 외친다. "나는 이제 더이상 열린 결말은 싫어. 우리가 얼마나 오랜 시간이 지나서 다시 만난 줄 알아. 아무리 운명의 장난을 이야기 한다고 해도 이렇게 엇갈린 운명이 또 있을까. 어릴때 보던 동화들을 생각해봐. 모두들 행복하게 오래오래 살았데요, 하며 끝나자나. 나도 너를 만난 순간부터 행복을 늘 꿈꿨어. 이런 뜨뜨미지근한 결말따위는 집어쳐. 우리도 행복하게 오래오래 살았다는 이야기로 끝맺음 하고 싶어." 저는 열린 결말보다는 진부하고 뻔해도 해피엔딩이 좋아요 ^^

    $nilgo . 2019.06.19 21:11

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  • 제주도 유람기 ... 첫째날!

    Travel

    저번주 목요일부터 2박 3일 가족끼리 제주도 여행을 다녀왔습니다. 쇼파에 누워 스마트폰을 만지작거리며 tv를 보는 것이 삶의 낙인 제게 있어서 제주도 여행은 무척이나 힘들었습니다. 여행에 있어서 체력이 가장 중요하다는 것을 깨닫는 여행이었어요. 첫째날, 김해 공항에서 제주도 공항까지 쓩~ 하고 금방 날라갔습니다. 집에서 회사에 출근하는 시간보다 더 짧다니 제주도는 무척이나 가까운 곳이군요. 여행코스는 전적으로 동생이 책임을 지고 있기에 저는 말없이 따라다녔습니다. 가장 처음으로 들린 곳은 만장굴이었습니다. 제주도에는 용암동굴이 무척 많다고 합니다. 그중 만장굴은 대표적인 용암동굴로서 관람할 수 있는 구간이 1km에 가깝다고 하네요. 생각보다 용암동굴이 넓고 거리가 길어서 놀랐고 무척이나 추워서 또한번 놀랐네요. 천장에서 물방울이 떨어져 바닥도 미끄럽고 왜 이렇게 어둡기만 한건지. 으스스한 분위기때문일까요. 추워서 일까요. 양팔에 소름이 다 돋았네요. 다음으로 비자림으로 출발했다가 식사문제로 가족끼리 한바탕 싸우고 바로 성산일출봉으로 향했습니다. 근처에서 가볍게 식사를 하고 오르는 성산일출봉이 왜 이렇게 힘들기만 한지 ㅠㅠ 옆에서 웃으면서 오르는 학생들 무리를 보면서 제 저질체력을 한탄했습니다. 그래도 성산일출봉위에서 바라본 서귀포시나 제주바다가 얼마나 아름답고 눈부시던지 올라온 보람이 있었습니다 ^^ 마지막으로 첫째날의 마지막 여행지 섭지코지를 한바퀴 돌고 제주도에 살고 있는 사촌누나네를 찾아 갔습니다. 섭지코지에선 생각보다 말들을 가까이서 볼 수 있어서 좋았네요.

    $nilgo . 2019.06.17 19:04

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  • (소확행)쏘세지 냠냠~♡

    Happiness

    사진과 다르게 현실은 편의점 소세지이지만, 힘들고 지치는 날, 날은 어둡고 배는 출출하면 늘 찾게되는 소세지입니다 ^^ 마법의 상자 전자렌지에 30초만 뚝딱 돌리면 육즙이 자르르 흐르고 씹을때마다 쫄깃한 소세지가 완성입니다. 소세지의 향기가 코를 자극하고 한입 베어 물면 세상에 이런 행복이 따로 없습니다. 음식에 행복을 느끼는건 비단 저 뿐은 아니겠죠 ㅎㅎ 오래 전, 혼자 자취하던 시절엔 늘상 야근으로 바쁜 나날들이였습니다. 남자 혼자 살다보니 편의점 삼각기밥과 라면으로 끼니를 때우는 날들이 많았었죠. 그러다보니 찬 밤공기를 맞으면 집으로 돌아오는 길에 배는 고파도 삼각김밥같은 것들이 땡기지 않더군요. 그때 찾은 것이 바로 소세지입니다. 쫀득한 소세지 한입을 베어물때마다 세상을 다 가진것처럼 행복했습니다. 소세지는 저의 소울푸드죠 ㅎㅎ 이것만큼 제게 행복감을 주는 것도 얼마없네요 ㅎㅎ

    $nilgo . 2019.06.04 12:20

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  • 돼지갈비 뜯으러 갑시다 -식당3선

    Food

    동서고금을 막론하고 가장 맛있는 음식은 공짜로 얻어 먹는 음식이 아닐까싶네요. 꽁돈이 생겼다는 같이 일하는 형님이 크게 쏘는 날이라 아주 즐거운 점심 식사였습니다. 1시간 정도 충성을 맹세했지요 ㅎㅎ 위치는 부산 센텀고등학교 근처입니다. 건물이 워낙 크고 외관이 고급스러워 전혀 고깃집처럼 느껴지지 않네요. 돼지갈비와 고추장돼지갈비를 먹었는데, 개인적으로 고추장돼지갈비가 더 맛있었습니다. 하지만 고기는 어디서나 먹을 수 있는 그런 맛이라 딱히 맛집이라 표현하기는 힘드네요. 점심특선으로 된장찌개와 밥 또는 밀면을 제공해주기 때문에 점심특선으로 한끼 먹기에는 나쁘지 않네요.

    $nilgo . 2019.06.03 19:17

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  • If it's my favorite, if it's my sesame, if it's my weekend.

    Recipes

    I really envy the people who are good at cooking. I was going to reveal my own recipe. Oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I don't have cabbage kimchi in my house. I wanted to boil kimchi ramen with it but I added radish kimchi to my regret. Today, I don't even have rice cake, rice cake, or dumplings that I used to eat. So, I will change the course and introduce you to Choi Ae Ramyun!! In fact, sesame ramen is very fond of cup noodles. Especially, a small cup ramen is the perfect size to eat with a convenience store lunch box. I don't know the suitor of sesame seeds, but it's very spicy. It's a ramen. The spicy taste of Shin Ramyeon is a vicious ramen that even men cry with a sour and intense one, but the spicy taste of sesame ramen is the spicy one that slowly approaches from the back end. If you eat it deliciously, you will get sweaty drops on your forehead. These days, the new ramen will continue to appear, but I prefer the classic ramen. There must be a reason why you've been loved for a long time. (Actually, there is a formula called Ramen + Gimbap, so I'm bored with ramen without gimbap.)

    $nilgo . 2019.06.01 11:17

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  • Twinkle

    Life

    After reading that I wanted to go on a trip, I also felt like leaving somewhere. If you think about it, when you were in your 20s, you used to say that you wanted to leave. Sometimes in hard times, he even breathed a sigh and told himself that he wanted to leave. People around me told me to go somewhere because it's okay if I'm nervous. Since I was a child, I've imagined a lot of new experiences among strangers in a strange city, but actually saying that I wanted to leave was an expression of how I wanted to throw away my life and run away in a long time. I felt sorry for myself whether I just wanted to run away without being confident in my life, but I was able to endure those days because of the sunlight that was shining on the sea, which was more than anything else. I don't even remember the number now, but I hurried by bus every morning to go to a vocational school near Kyungsung University. It was a pretty embarrassing time. I didn't have anything to do and I didn't want to do anything. Still, the most important thing is to make a living as a junior high student who is thirsty for employment. I had to fight the urge to leave anywhere without going to vocational school on the bus every morning. What soothed me was the glitzy morning sun on the Gwangalli beach, which was just fleeting. Just for a moment, the buildings received infinite energy whenever they saw the twinkling sun breaking into the waves in the distance. That's why I go to the sea quietly when I'm having a hard time, and look at the sea and come back. I guess you haven't gone on a travel-like trip after all. For me, traveling is a strong image of leaving alone to organize my thoughts.Haha May everyone go on a pleasant trip! I will go on a trip to dreamland again!

    $nilgo . 2019.05.29 19:17

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  • I'm going to be able to achieve 100,000 hearts

    Amazing

    I've been running so hard since Christmas last year, and I've achieved 100,000. And if you're looking at a guy who's got a lot of dough, you're getting a lot of it. Thank you all. Complementary SNS always feels like a difficult homework for me. I have a desire for compensation, so I have to write something. If I decide, I think I'm too greedy alone. It's hard to write. I have a social networking site called Devil with Publitto. Debble's advantage is that people tend to write anything with great value in short writing, but Publitto can't write anything because it's the way others read and ink it. For someone who likes to play alone rather than share ideas with others like me, SNS itself feels like a big barrier, but it's a publicist who's already started to have a lot of affection, so I'll work harder!

    $nilgo . 2019.05.28 14:36

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  • Wolf!

    Game

    A few days ago, my friend lent me a placement for an indefinite period, saying it's not fun to live. Thanks to you, I'm busy playing games after work. Haha Sekiro is the latest from Promsoft, known for its dark soul series and Bloodbone, and boasts extreme difficulty levels. I've never played such a difficult game since Evelyn. It is a story of a Ninja wolf who serves the prince in the fictional national era of Japan, and there is a lot of sword fighting and fighting. It's a big deal. I'm going to have to live in a game until my friend asks me to return the station.

    $nilgo . 2019.05.23 00:19

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  • Goodnight

    Life

    When I was young, I liked Saturday best. Especially, I could stay up all night and sleep like honey the next day. Every Saturday night was too bad for me to fall asleep, so I played one more game, watched another movie, and slept to solve my problem. But after a little while, as the day was off even on Saturday, I became my favorite Friday night this time. It's the beginning of the weekend for me from the way home from a hard day's schedule. How can I be so excited and happy to get home from work? I don't worry about being a master of solo play even if I don't have a definite appointment. It's just the thought of Friday night passing quickly if you're worried. That's why I like the word "bulgeum." Isn't Friday supposed to be so passionate and joyful that it burns white? If the weekend is a time of rest and self-cleaning, I would like to have a good time like a festival on Friday night. Of course, I'll be crouching in the corner of my room, but if I'm happy, I think it's a festival of my own. I want you to have the same night as the festival today." I'm sorry for the self-employed and those who come to work on the weekend. I'm feeling a little excited because I'm on my own, so please forgive me.^^)

    $nilgo . 2019.05.17 18:57

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  • south of the border, west of the sun

    Books

    Haruki Murakami's <South of the National Guard, West of the Sun> is an extension of the era of loss. To tell the story of the age of loss of youth's immature love, it is a bit of a rich love story after coming of age to the south of the border and to the west of the sun. Shimamoto, who was her first love, appears in front of Hajime, who was happily with her beloved wife and two daughters. His life is shaking all the time. Since they were 12 years old, they have been in common with each other and have loved each other, but they were still young. So I couldn't get the feeling right and as time went by, the relationship became neglected. And Shimamoto hides his tracks. For Hajime, Shimamoto means the land of far-off lands, south of the border. Warm and hopeful cities. Things like the precious memories he harbored in his childhood. As an adult, however, he no longer pursues an ideal that he has in mind if he knew he would compromise with him. I think happiness requires a proper compromise between ideals and reality. I have a loving wife and two daughters. The bar operation was okay and I have a good car and a house. Although it seems like a happy family and a successful life, Hajime wants to give up all of this and join her because of Shimamoto, whom she met again. In short, I can say it's an affair. It's scary to be able to give up everything because of love. Because your love hurts a lot of people. The reason why this novel is so memorable for a long time is because of the story of Hysteria Siberia. Have you ever heard of a disease called Hysteria Siberia?" "I don't know." "I've read that story in a book before. Was it when I was in middle school? I can't remember which book it was... Anyway, it's a disease for farmers living in Siberia. Imagine you're a farmer, living alone in the fields of Siberia. And I go to the fields every day. No matter how much I look around, I can't see anything. On the north there is the horizon of the north, on the east there is the horizon of the east, on the south there is the horizon of the south, and on the west there is the horizon of the west. That's all. (medium) From the horizon in the east, passing through the center of the sky, watching every day the sun falling down to the horizon in the west, something snapped and died in you. And you throw a hoe on the ground and walk west without thinking. Towards the west of the sun. So I walked for days without eating anything and fell to the ground and died. That's Hysteria Siberia." The western part of the sun, the opposite concept of the southern part of the border, is frightening even now. The thought of an expressionless man walking toward the west of the sun without thinking about it makes my spine cool. Is it the effect of this novel? Sometimes when I work, I feel my soul is worn out. So I imagine throwing everything away and walking nonstop to the west of the sun. Every time I do, I gather myself several times to keep my head above water. To go back to the novel, Hajime knows Shimamoto is no longer south of the border, but west of the sun. What choice will Hajime make? There are many interesting novels like Kafka on the beach and 1Q84 so I don't like them relatively much, but sometimes I think of Hysteria Siberia.

    $nilgo . 2019.05.14 20:00

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  • Take care of your dental health!!

    Health Care

    For a while, my friends with germs built a nest in my teeth and lived there for a long time. And how deeply you've settled down, and after the treatment, there's a big cave in between. Teeth are one of the five blessings that we live in the 100th century. To eat delicious food for a long time, you should take good care of your teeth from the usual time! If you've been brushing your teeth steadily, you don't have to worry about it.^^ I'd like to give you a quick tip. Drinking such as coffee can be a color on your teeth, so if you drink it, you should wipe it right away. If you don't brush your teeth after eating, you can multiply germs in your mouth, so to prevent periodontitis, you're not going to be able to do that. I guess there's only one way to brush my teeth. Now you know that scaling is covered by health insurance once a year. If you have your teeth checked and scaled regularly, you will be able to take better care of your teeth. After a month in the dentist's office, I really feel the importance of my teeth. I still have to go to the dentist for a while to get all the treatment done, but I thought I'd take care of it a lot. Take good care of your teeth and keep them strong until you're 100!

    $nilgo . 2019.05.13 23:52

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  • [I love you parents]

    Parents

    The atmosphere in the house is chilly when I arrive home after work. The father, wearing a glass of wine, doesn't even greet his son when he comes home. I run to my mom's kitchen and ask her what happened. When I asked him to designate himself, he fought with his father, who asked his mother to eat him because he was hungry before he even took off all his shoes. Two months ago, my father, who had surgery on his left shoulder and is recuperating at home, often gets angry day by day. I guess he feels frustrated because he's staying home, and his father, who's left home alone with his whole family making money, doesn't I gave you the carnation and pocket money that I prepared for tomorrow, Parents' Day. He returns the envelope to me because he's still upset and doesn't need any pocket money. I ran to my father, who was lying on the couch watching TV, hugged him and put the envelope back in his pants pocket. You don't say no twice. It's a little bit soft in the cold house. But I can't help but say I love you... Even a blunt gangster cannot speak because he is masculine. Take this opportunity to say: I love you, dad. But for you, it's easy to say "I love you" to your mom. ^^

    $nilgo . 2019.05.07 22:56

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  • [Gift Guide Event] HOME?

    Gift Guide

    May is the month of the family and there are so many anniversaries. I don't know if I have to express my mind as a gift on every anniversary (if I don't get anything for my birthday!!), but I think it's because I feel satisfied with what I see, and I can feel the value easily. Of course, I think many people would appreciate the gift rather than the material. I also prepared cash for family gatherings and gifts for Parents' Day. It's not a ritual event, it's a day to let you know that I love and appreciate my parents. That's a long introduction. Thinking about the Gift Guide event, I remembered that I had given you a homie before, so I'll leave you a few words. It happened a long time ago, at the age of 24. At that time, I was attending a vocational academy. There was a close sister I met there, and we got to know each other quickly because we were on a bus together because the direction of the house was similar. As her birthday approached, my best friend at the academy was so sorry to pass by without any presents. But at the time, I didn't want to do anything... obvious. But she has no money because she is a student. So I sometimes thought about it. When she got older, she wanted to farm in the countryside. I bought a cheap homi from a hardware store and wrapped it up very carefully and beautifully. Because Homi only cost 1,000 won. How could the older sister who received the birthday present be angry? Did he double-bath the cheap homie? No. I laughed a lot. I've never received a gift like this in my life. If you think about it now, the gift I wanted to give you was to give you those fun memories.^^ We often look at things and think of memories or memories of them. Gifts in particular help remind you of the joyous feelings you were given the gift. Wouldn't the most basic guide for gifts be our hearts that can convey joy when you think of them?

    $nilgo . 2019.05.03 19:14

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  • a box of manganese

    Books

    Everyone is introducing me good books, so I was intimidated to read genre novels, but I'm going to introduce a book after a long time. This book is a box of manganese stories from Baekgu Yaja, called Gyogokudo series in Korea. This is a book that seems to me to be a gift set with mystery When I first read it, I felt sick in some parts and had nightmares at night. I was so fascinated by the novel that I was overwhelmed by the atmosphere. At the center of the story is an ancient book store called Gyogokudo, which is run by Akiro Tsuzenji, who is a book buff who has read all the books in an ancient bookstore. I've learned a lot so much that I don't know anything about it. And all of you guys hear about events that take place one by one and ask for his opinion, and sometimes people move around at the request of him. They say they're forced into detective work because of people around them, but I don't know if they're enjoying themselves. His signature Jang Kwang-sul may be the highlight of the novel, but many people say it's hard to get too long. "Gyogokudo, who claims that there is nothing strange in the world, uses his knowledge to solve the truth of supernatural phenomena or unknown events, is the power to lead the Gyogokudo series.

    $nilgo . 2019.05.02 22:50

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  • [Next Generation Project] Boarding to and from work!!

    Nature

    Thanks to Levy's event, I've only thought about the seriousness of fine dust, but I've never thought about how to solve it. I've already been amazed at the ways that you can do it for the individuals you've posted. It can be annoying, but rather than smother cars, they walk a lot and use industrial products that can be used many times than disposable products. If we plant trees, it will help us not only to deal with fine dust, but also to protect our natural environment. Of course, individual activities may have a poor effect on solving fine dust problems, but if you increase each one, it may have a very surprising effect. I think this event has the biggest purpose of participating together. ^^ but I've come up with an amazing solution to competing with ideas. It's the way to get to and from work on a board. If you keep your car away from the carbon-dissipating car and use a board, it's a way to reduce the amount of smoke in your hobby. Are you worried that you can't ride the board? If so, don't worry. If you ask Levi, he'll be fine.

    $nilgo . 2019.04.26 12:59

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  • The book that I love the most

    Books

    When I thought about what I usually read and loved the most, I came up with the most. Home party:Local restaurant guide!!! The home party brochure, which tells me about the hidden restaurants in my town, is 100 times more valuable than the Michelin guide to me. Whenever I think I'm tired of cooking on Sunday, I'm going to flip through the pages of my Chinese restaurant. Today, I'm going to choose from home next time, and I'm going to have fun ordering. Sometimes when I think of late night snacks, I have the best toothache. Chicken restaurants have too many chains, so I prefer fast delivery places. Don't make it too difficult to read and write. ^^ Books can be guidelines for some, useful information, comforting minds, and a stepping stone to escape from reality for a while and meet with the new world. I live by thinking that I am always a good friend. I haven't seen each other for a while, but I think the friends who have kept me on the bookshelf will welcome me back after a long time. Hah!

    $nilgo . 2019.04.25 23:31

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  • On the way home from work. Clear sky. Comma.

    Life

    on the way home from work The sky is so pretty beyond the bus window. Sometimes it's too complicated. I have a problem. Simple is the best. ---------------------- +Add (because I'm into miscellaneous thoughts on my way home) I don't do anything on the weekend. There are a lot of stories that you miss when you look at the Public from Monday. Even if I stay still, the world works well. I'm somehow sorry to know that the center of the universe is not me. When everyone is heading forward, I'm just resting, not falling behind, but my heart's in vain. Why do I want everyone to stop and look at the same sky? They should recognize the difference and applaud those who go their separate ways, perhaps because of their natural home. It feels as if everyone is leaving.

    $nilgo . 2019.04.22 18:43

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  • a toothache

    Life

    I had a bad toothache since last night. I had to sleep all night and think about taking a rest today, but I got on the bus because I was afraid of the next day's aftermath when I suddenly notified in the morning. Contrary to worries, the pain was a little subdued, but it's hard to bear the pain that comes back.crying I worked with one in the morning and one in the afternoon on painkillers. It was a quick painkiller like a copy of cf, but it didn't last very long. After two to three hours, I get sick again. I was forced to take a rest and go to the hospital tomorrow, but the only thing I'm afraid of is going to the dentist. Why is dentistry so scary? God give me courage so I don't panic. Don't run away because you're scared on the way to the dentist!!

    $nilgo . 2019.04.16 18:33

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  • 식스틴나인(69)

    Books

    일전에 소개해드렸던 완득이가 성장 소설, 청소년 소설이라고 한다면 식스틴나인은 청춘 소설이라고 할 수 있습니다. 개인적으로는 무라카미 류의 소설 중 가장 좋아하는 소설이기도 하는데요. 무라카미 류의 자전적인 소설이라고 하는 식스틴나인은 1969년, 고등학생 시절을 보냈던 주인공 '겐'의 이야기 입니다. 겐은 학교와 사회라는 제도에 대한 반발과 기성세대에는 반항하는 결코 모범적인 학생이라 할 수는 없지만, 그렇다고 불량학생도 아닙니다. 오히려 게으르고 허풍만 가득찬 친구지요. 오로지 여자에게 잘 보이기 위한 생각만 하고 친구들 앞에선 괜히 쎈 척만 합니다. 거짓말에는 이미 도가 텄고 이때문에 친구들 사이에서는 영웅으로 비춰지기도 합니다. 겐은 자신이 좋아하는 여자를 위해서 학교에 바리케이트를 펼쳐 봉쇄합니다. 일종의 혁명을 일으킨 것인데, 이것이 순전히 여자에게 잘 보이기 위함이란 것을 겐의 친구들은 몰랐겠죠. 좋아하는 여자에게 멋있어 보이기 위해 보통사람이라면 상상할 수 없는 짓을 일으킨 무모함과 담대함이 1969년, 정말 유쾌하게 청춘을 보내고 있는 무라카미 류를 떠올리게 합니다. 좌충우돌 사건들로 청춘시절을 전력질주하는 겐의 1969년도의 시절은 무척 유쾌하고 즐겁기만 합니다. 소설의 말미에는 작가는 이렇게 말합니다. 즐겁게 살지 않는 것은 죄라고요. 청춘은 인생의 푸른 봄을 이야기 합니다. 우리의 봄날은 끝난걸까요? 아닙니다. 청춘은 분명 시절을 이야기하는 것이지만 나이를 뜻하지 않습니다. 우리의 맘이 푸른 봄과 같다면 언제나 청춘이지 않을까요 ^^

    $nilgo . 2019.04.15 22:01

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  • by the skin of one's life

    Books

    Wan-deuk, who is on the list of the first Chang-bi Youth Literary Awards, is already famous for the movie, so I guess no one knows. Uncle Min-koo, who has a little intellectual disability with a dwarf father, and his three-member Wan-deuk are living with the wrath of the world. Therefore, he is a so-called "rogue student" who often fails to overcome the anger and causes accidents. His wish also shows an unusual scene in which he goes to church to pray for the death of his homeroom teacher, but he throws a warm look at the world he hated when he learned of his mother's appearance and the hidden image of his homeroom teacher. I like the well-organized story of Wan-deuk's personal growth story and social problems such as multicultural families and foreign workers. In fact, I would say that the best thing about books is readability. Even the outstanding subject matter is an important factor in fiction, but in the end, novels can only be established if the reader reads them. The reason why a movie is more attractive than a book is, in short, it is easily understood. Of course, it will be hard to keep watching boring movies, but books are worse than movies. It's hard to keep chasing type unless you have the charm to shake a person's heart. Some books have to be read for a long time because they cannot open their hands because they are curious about the contents of the book, or because they are not read at once, but they are still something to think about. But I think the most important thing is readability. It's a fun book like a young man's literature, and it won't be boring to read at all.

    $nilgo . 2019.04.09 21:31

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  • [Spring Flower Event]Flower your name!!

    Beauty

    I've lived a life of no connection to flowers. I thought the pictures were enough. Then, on my way to work this morning, the flowers blooming on the flower beds of my apartment came into my eyes. I couldn't take a picture because I was on my way to work, so I just left a picture on my way home. For a while, I was lost in the coin, and for a while I was busy with my life. So he didn't even know that the flowers were blooming around him. Now that I can afford it, and many people post pictures of spring flowers through the pub, I also get greedy for pictures of spring flowers. ^^ Through the pubs, the little things that have just been passed on are slowly coming into sight. It's a daily discovery, and it's a little bit of fun living your life. Did you guys have a good time since it's a hard Monday?

    $nilgo . 2019.04.08 23:49

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  • Busan Fire

    Amazing

    A message of safety information came from the Haeundae county office early this morning. It is reported that wildfires broke out at Unbongsan Mountain in Haeundae-gu, Gocheon-ri in Cheolma-myeon and Samgaksan Mountain in Jangan Temple. When I arrived at the company, a fire helicopter was busy flying in the sky. Today is Arbor Day, and I felt bad because I had to suffer from forest fires all over the country. I hope the fire is quickly extinguished as I watch fire helicopters still flying around after lunch. In case of Unbongsan Mountain, there have been a number of recurrence cases already... I hope today is not a burning Friday, but a Friday when the fire goes out quickly! Make sure!

    $nilgo . 2019.04.05 12:55

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